Prayer..

I yearn for things, I have a feeling I will never have the pleasure of having.
I can only pray God will give them to me.
Please pray for me and what God has in store.

Ketchup!

haha..Not actually catch up. I just haven't written in a few days. Actually maybe two. I don't know but here you go.....

I gave blood yesterday for my second time! I'm saving lives; Whoo!! The first time I was a donor was wonderful. I didn't hurt or nothing and the person I had done really good. However this time, I had this lady whom I couldn't understand what she was saying because of her accent and she didn't know what she was doing. She was bothered to press down on my arm, therefore wanting to put the needle (let me tell you these aren't the smallest needles in the world) in my arm and search for it. I thought that other lady was going to go off on her. She said "I can't see her vain" and that other lady said "You're not ALWAYS just going to see it." and she felt of my arm and told me I had good vains. Well the lady who didn't know what she was doing stuck the needle in my arm and blood squirted out of my arm and I almost bleed and died! Haha, okay not that dramatic but blood did squirt out of my arm. That's not suppose to happen but it did. I'm suppose to be giving it not leaking it. Anyways, she didn't even wipe it off my arm she let it slide down my arm. Ewh, so that one lady told her to go on break and this man took over. (I was thanking God!)

This man was really nice. He really helped me. Because I got really hot and my eyesight was going white and my hearing was going away .. I guess you get that I was about to pass out. It was tragic. Haha. Well not totally tragic. He taught me how your body gives itself a fever when it loses blood like that sometimes and whatnot. If you cough it makes your blood pressure normal again and whatnot. I was so scared. I was begging him to just take it out of my arm. I knew he couldn't but I just wanted him to.

I ended up being okay. When that one lady that didn't know her job put the needle in my arm it didn't go all the way in my vain and it stung a little. I have a bruise. It looks a whole lot better that it did yesterday.

This weekend is Trish's birthday weekend. Well sortah, her birthday is on Monday and we are doing stuff this weekend. Tomorrow she is picking me up from school and we are going to Tonya's house so she can get fake eyelashes installed. I don't know?!! haha. Then we are staying the night at the Jaynes Manor. Which is always fun and such an adventure.. I'll tell you about it Saturday when I get home.

Well it's eleven thirty.. I'm going to go take a shower and get to bed! I have to wake up early and go learn.

I made a 95 on my Business Law test today :) Go JamieLynn! haha..
Goodnight;

Terrific Tuesday;

I had a very satisfying Tuesday.. Nothing bad happened and nothing went wrong. I didn't get into any arguments with either one of my parents! Which I truely thank God for. All but I told Mom to be quiet because I was trying to sleep and she was talking away on the phone to my Mawmaw about Clayton. Hm, her and that kid..

He is so crazy. I got to see him yesterday and I didn't even touch him I was just looking at him and he just jumped up and down (well sortah) and was laughing and then reached up for me....... AWWWWWWWWWWWH! I just love him! I haven't gotten any recent pictures of him lately. I suppose the next time he comes over I will snag a few. He seems to like my webcam pretty good. He basically sits on top of my laptop and stares at himself and laughs. Haha.

Note to Self: I used to want to possibly be a school librarian until Mr. Seevers made us start scanning shelves. People DO NOT know how to put books in the correct place. NonFiction is hardest with the dui (sp) decimal stuff. Hm, well I shall get used to it and not complain.. I signed up for the job willingly.. Well basically to get out of this business class!

How are you all today? I would like to know how everyone in the blogosphere is doing. Wonderful I hope.

The Library..

I'm at school and it's 12:19 P.M. I'm sitting beside my best friend and she is doing some flash drive thing for when we start our senoir project papers. Whoo! (That's sarcasim completely)..

It's actually lunch time, but I don't eat lunch.. just because I don't need it. I'm trying to lose weight and yes I know (Nikki.. haha) that I should eat. Because not eating doesn't help but I just feel better when I don't eat. Does that make sense? Maybe it only does to me.

We are reading this book called Lord of the Flies, I think I talked about it before but I'm not sure.. Anyways I don't recommend it. Haha! That sounds awful. I mean the book has a good intention but the way it is presented to you is ..... boring! There is no better words to say. It's just plain boring. I do know that my mom loves it. However, my mom likes to read.. just about anything. Anything to learn. However, I am different. It has to catch my attention and keep it.

I'm doing hair for my senior project and one of my youth leaders at church (Tonya) is my mentor. I think it will be a lot of fun because Tonya is really smart and I know she can help me do a really good job on my paper. Note to self: buy ink for printer.

My paper is due March 5th (for extra credit). You are probably wondering why I am worried about getting started now. The fact is it is a TEN page research paper :(. I'm horrible at those and all their citing and citation pages and whatnot. I can write my way out of ANYTHING but a research paper. I wish we could just write a story ahaha.. I would make a 100 I do believe.

Lunch is over in 5 minutes so I shall leave on this note.
Have a blessed day. Also what I learned in english today if you don't understand something or don't like something the best thing to do is "smile and wave". Strictly of Madagascar 1 & 2.

Good day;

I'm So Full!

My mom makes the all time best speghetti in the world. Hands down. She cans her own sauce and whatnot and it's just so good. I prefer my speghetti a certain way.. & there is only one other person who has came primarily close to fixing it the way my mom does. However, she was still not as grand as my mom. If you have never ate my mom's speghetti I now invite you to my house to eat it.. You have to try it. It's a goal you should have before you die. Well, maybe not that.. but it's really good! Can I get a witness?

We have to be back at church today at 3 to pray over camp. Will you all pray for our camp that God will be in the center of everything and have His will and way in everyone's hearts. Camp is the best time of the year for me.. Even though this year I will be working, I hope that I will be able to get off. However, help us pray please! There is so much work that goes into making this camp...

Well I'm off to have the prayer meeting for camp. I'll return later and tell you how church went tonight..

If it was anything like this morning, it will be good!

I'm the Wonner!

"Of a brand new car!" (imagine that in a Bob Barker voice) ahahah! I wished.. A new car would be the best thing in the world. Well almost. No I have been "tagged" by Nikki & Amy.



The rules of the award:
1) Choose a minimum of 7 blogs that you find brilliant in content or design.
2) Show the 7 winners names and links on your blog, and leave a comment informing them that they were prized with "Honest Scrap." Well, there's no prize, but they can keep the nifty icon.3)

List at least 10 honest things about yourself.

My Winners:
1. Nikki- http://chadandnikki.blogspot.com/
2. Joan- http://cablecarr.blogspot.com/
3. Amy- http://jandacarr.blogspot.com/
4. Amber- http://proudtobehiswife.blogspot.com/

Okay, so it's not 7.. but I don't know that many people on here! ahaha..

Ten Things you may or may not know about me:
1. My favorite thing to do is spend time with the youth at my church (I know I'm not like most kids my age).
2. I live and breath for Clayton Avery Carswell's smiles, giggles, and loving.
3. My everyday goal is to make someone random smile or even laugh.
4. I pay attention to the minor details in things that no one else does.
5. I have been actively praying and reading my Bible for going on a month (Yeah Nikki.. you shouldn't feel bad anymore). Pray that I keep it up.
6. I a lot different than my family. More open minded I suppose.
7. I love to write.
8. I'm addicted to the internet.
9. I love to sing and I'm trying to get better so I can sing for the Lord.
10. I hate talking on the phone.

Okay, so that stuff isn't really interesting .. but hey.. who cares? I wrote this thing not you.

aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

The title explains my day..

Hm, my first period is quite hard and it makes it even harder because I'm not even interested in the subject. However, God will take care of it.
In my senior english class we are reading Lord of the Flies.. It's boring and I'm only ten pages in! Maybe it will get better.

I'm down today..but there is no sense in posting it on here, it's the normal stuff that goes on in my life. Mostly the parents. However, I have been praying that The Lord will give me patience with them. No need to complain though, I'm sure you guys are tired of hearing it.

I graduate June 12th at the lastest..
I'm trying to scan for jobs here and there. It's a possibility I could work at WCC. That would be amazing because as you know in my blogs from before I LOVE special needs people..

Well, this was a waste of blogggg ahaahaa..
My eyes are blurry & my head hurts.

Pray for me please.

I'm all about Weddings Lately:

So here is how I want my wedding to be :)
If the Gracious Lord every allows me to have one..

My dress: This is a rough cartoon version ..

this is the url to see a picture of the real one: http://www.davidsbridal.com/bridal_gowns_detail.jsp?stid=2792&prodgroup=159

My shoes:


Bridesmaids: (Trish, Gillian, Nikki, & Taylor)

They can wear whatever shoe they want..as long as it's purple like the dress. :)

Flower Girl: (another virtual)

The Real One:http://www.davidsbridal.com/flowergirl_detail.jsp?stid=2315&prodgroup=11

Groom: (a vest the color of the bridesmaids dresses)
Groomsmen: (same thing)
Men's Flower: orchid.

Clayton: (like all the other guys but he gets a bow tie instead :))


Oh and my wedding will be outside at my church.. so the mountains can be in the background <3

what do you think?

My First Day...

Today felt like my first day of school. When I saw all of my friends I missed them so bad! AH!!! I didn't realize how much. I don't have classes with all of them though. :( However, it's okay.

My Schedule Consists Of:
1st-Business Law(I don't know why I'm in there..I don't care about Law)
2nd-Chamber Singers(BEST class of the day. I get to sing..&& my best friend Ashley is in there)
3rd-English 12(Ewh, senior project!)
4th-Media Center Assistant(It's awesome, I'm like a Librarian..well sortah ahahaha)

I have two friends in my first period. Well now three..because one of my friends got added. I have a whole alto section of friends (but Ashley's my best). In third..I know people but I don't know. We are just aqcauntinces (sp) However, Gillian (my best friend) is in there :)!! Then in fourth I'm with Gillian (<3) & Ashley (<3).. So it's great.

My laptop overheats alot.. I need one of those things you sit it on and it has vents.. But they are way expensive (well to me anyways)..I saw them at Staples today. I never thought I could have fun in Staples. I went with my friend Ashley and her brother Chris. Because Chris needed a new binder and it was so fun. We went around and played with all the laptops and whatnot. It was just fun :)

Goodness! I'm so happy right now..
My prayer life is open and I have a desire to be in God's word. It's just wonderful..

How are you guys' days going? I hope wonderful! Tell me about it. I care to listen.

Today is Better!

Thank you God! He has made today really great. Hm, I don't really have much to say today. I had a good day today.. me and my mom didn't fuss at all except she keeps cracking like fat jokes on me. I mean, I know I'm big.. hello, who doesn't realize this? However, just because I realize it doesn't mean that I'm not insecure about it. But it's whatever. God made me the way I am for a reason unknown to me. I'm going to embrace it to the best of my ability.

I can't find my itouch right now. I'm about to freak out! Ahhhhhh! ahahahahaha. It was in my Carhartt coat pocket but now it is gone and I don't know where it is. My brother, Andrew, was throwing my coat around earlier.. it probably fell out. He's so lame sometimes.

I'm also still trying to figure out whether or not my hair looks good natural. I posted a picture earlier but no one said anything. Well I think it looks alright and it's easy to do when I don't feel like straightening it.

Also.. thank you Joan for praying for me today :) that meant a lot.

I think I'm going to go cruise the net for a while, take a shower, and go to bed. I might go do community service tomorrow so I can earn back my prom privaleges.. I don't know if I lost them or not. However, Taylor don't want to do it by herself so I might go tomorrow. This is the prom policy at our school: If you have four tardies to school you have to do ten hours of community service to gain your privaleges back, otherwise you can't go to prom. Does anyone think that's as stupid as I do? I don't get my report card until Thursday so I don't find out how many tardies I have. I know I have three. I probably have four.. tis my luck.

Goodnight World. Sweetdreams.

I'm Going To Be Blunt...

I'm just in this mood where I'm being blunt. Getting out in the open on what gets on my nerves most.. So here you go:


-People who cuss.
-People who think getting high is cool. FYI: it makes you look like a straight up freaking idiot.
-At this moment, my parents.
-When people chew with their mouth open.
-My OCD.
-When I have to go to bed when my parents do. That's so ridiculous.
-People. Period.
-Hubristic people. I could punch them in the face.
-When people type stupid.
-When I walk in my kitchen and the soap lid is open, the cabinet is cracked, and the flyswat is hanging at the end of the nail (please, don't ask).
-How sometimes my OCD makes me go back to things multiple times.
-Not understanding stuff.
-Huge handwriting.
-Fake Christians.
-How scared I am of the dark.
-How I have to scratch the top of the toothpaste lid when I close it.
-How I write, erase, write, erase...till I get it right.
-Rhythmic noises, like pencil tapping.
-People who talk bad about people they are suppose to love.
-Andrew's messy room, because I spent an hour and a half cleaning it.
-Liars.
-That I have one plug in my room, and I have so much electronic stuff.
-How that plug in barely keeps everything plugged up.
-If something touches it, it unplugs.
-My laptop gets overheated so fast and cuts off.
-I wear the same shoes all the time because we don't have much money and I can't buy new ones.
-How our family isn't doing the best financially and it's sortah my fault because I got tickets.
-How I wish I could save the world.
-The fact that I can't.
-I wish I could protect everyone and I can't.


I'm sorry ya'll have to live with me. I'm just being so askldjfaskldfj right now. I don't know why.

However, you know what I love? God.. He is so wonderful and even though I'm complaining He still loves me.

He is painting a beautiful white scenery outside my bedroom window. The trees are so beautiful.

Please pray for me. I can't stand it in this house much longer. It's really driving me insane. I wish I had more patience with my parents. I just don't. I just want them to let me go. Please.

Just pray for me :)
Thanks to those of you that do.

I Wish I Could Sing;

I wish I could sing country. Not country music..just with a country style. I have been in chorus so long my voice is nothing but rounded vowels and right cosanants (sp). Sortah bothers me. I have been practicing though, to get my accent back into my singing. I just have to be sure and not do this at school or Mrs. Sawyer will fuss at the alto section, and it would be my fault. I just want to sing like this so I can sing southern gospel at church. I mean I like contemparary, and that's what I listen to. However, I love singing southern gospel...and the only person in southern gospel I can sing real well is Allsion Krauss. Don't get me wrong, I absolutely love her music.. (you should check out her song A Living Prayer, it's awesome!)

Okay, enough about that. I was just saying. Anyways..a reply to Joan (CableCarr)'s comment on my last blog.. yes I'm doing wonderful today! Hope you are too (along with the rest of my readers)..

I learned something amazing at Bible Study tonight.. Have you ever noticed the Wise Men went a different way than how they came when they found Jesus? Doesn't that sound like salvation? We travel a different way when we find him, we don't go back the way we came. That's amazing.

My beautiful redheaded nephew was here today! I love him. We layed up on the recliner and slept for like an hour and a half. He snores. Pahahaha, well just a little. I love taking naps with him, because I get to wake up to his gorgeous face!

Well.. I'ma go find something to do.

Does my hair look good like this? I have been wearing it natural for a while..because I wear it straight ALL THE TIME!

I'm Crying;

My heart is breaking and it's over someone that I love so dear. He came to me heart broken and crying. He has so much going on and he just doesn't know what to do. Many of you know him, that's why I'm not going to say his name. There is no reason his business should be posted all over the net.

However, I don't come to spread his business. I come to ask you to please pray for him. I'm doing the best I know how to do.

I express my feelings through music. I find a song that describes how I feel about a certain thing and when I'm going through something of the sort I listen to that song. Well I showed him this song:

Is there something in your heart - between you and the Lord
Are you drifting apart - not as close anymore
There's nothing you can do - that He will not forgive
Bring it to the cross - let it die so you can live

Chorus
Nail it to the cross - get it under the blood
Drown your pain and every stain in the mercy flood
Nail it to the cross - find hope and forgiveness
Kneel at the tree and walk away free - Nail it to the cross

V2
Is there a burden you bear that's got you battered and bound
Struggling for strength, do you long to lay it down?
Don't take another step, just kneel where you stand
Lay it at the cross and take the hammer in your hand

It's called Nail It To The Cross by The Whisnants (sp)..
It's amazing and it's helped me through a lot.

Please, please, please help me pray...
Thanks to ya'll that will!
God Bless.

Shine...

I absolutely love that song "Shine" by Salvador. I have always known the words and whatnot but last night it came across my yahoo broadcast and it was just all of a sudden a click in my head and I was obsessed. I get like that here and again with a certain song. But I love that song. If you have never listened to it, you should definately check it out. Here's the chorus for those that don't know it.

Shine, Shine like the moon.
A reflection of you, in all that I do.
Lord let me be, light for your truth.
Light of the world..
I wanna be used, to shine for you.

How amazing is that? I want that song to be my thing, ya know? That's my prayer, that God will take me and use me :)

Last night I was just sitting here, and I just had this thankful emotion in my heart and I just cried. Things just kept coming to my mind that I thanked God for. Have you ever done that? Like, all of sudden everything that God has done for you came rushing to your mind and makes you realize how undeserving you are, but yet He keeps doing and providing.. It's the most amazing thing.. I just got so overwhelmed that I cried. It was like God was sitting next to me, as if He was my best friend. I laughed about things he brought to my mind and then cried about other things.. then thanked Him for other stuff. Wow, He just came by to have a little chat with me I suppose.

Why did He choose me? Of all the people in the world that could do so much. He picked Jamielynn at the age of 7, scared to die. He picked Jamielynn the most shy, prostinating, clumsy girl. Why? I know He knew that I would fail Him oh so many times. I would hate to feel the grief and pain that I know I have caused Him. However, do you know what's really amazing? When I repented of all that and put my life back on track He forgot about it all? East to West. Forever Gone.

East to West by Casting Crowns is also a good song. You should most definately listen to that :)

Hm, I have rambled enough.
Goodnight;

Will someone please help me?

Pahahaha, I sound so needy. However, no one can post comments to my blog and I don't understand why! Normally I can look and mess with things long enough and end up fixing them. However, it's not happening this time. So if you know me, and you know how to fix my comments email me and I'll give you my password or whatever you need :) Please & thank you !

Email: jlynn_430@yahoo.com

I Love You Lord;

I do, I really do and I just want to thank Him for what he has done for me. When I was so undeserving he picked me up and made me one peice. Like the potter and his clay. When I broke under pressure He picked up the peices and didn't throw the clay away...He knew there was beauty in the making. I'm not what I want to be or where I should be (yet) but thank God I'm not where I once was. His love is beautiful.

I was thinking today (again about my life).. 18 weeks and I'm in the real world :) I'm so excited but scared & anxious at the same time. I want it to be here, but then again I don't.. You feel me? Do you know how fascinating it would be if I could open up like an occupational/physical therapy place for the mentally & physically handicap people who can't afford to go to an expensive one? Have it for free for the ones who can't completely pay.. or work out something. Get a grant from the government and whatnot. That would be so amazing. Because sometimes those kids don't get a chance to live a life because no one thinks they are worth it. I think they are worth it. I think they are worth everything. They are so beautiful. I personally believe in my heart that they are God's greatest gift to creation (other than salvation).. But seriously, think about it. We get so down on the little things, because we can't have what we want. We don't appreciate anything. However, you see these little children smiling.. and people say they have "problems". No my dear, they are the ones with the problem. I believe those kids really know how to live life. It melts my heart to think about them. I could just cry. I love them so much.

It would also be wonderful to open a daycare for them. The little ones that is. The ones who can't go to school yet. That would be neat. Maybe just maybe God will allow me to do something like that one of these days. I would love nothing more than to spend the rest of my life taking care of children like that. I just love them. Their smiles are just so beautiful... Have you ever had one come up and hug you? It's amazing the feeling you get.

I remember when I enterned at North Liberty School my 11th grade year. There was this little boy he came up to me everyday with a ball wanting to play catch. So of course I played catch! He would hug me everyday, and to this day he still comes and hugs me when I go over there. && little Katelyn she would come up to me everyday saying "hug, hug" and when you hugged her she would say "mmmmmmmmmmmmhhmmm" ahahaha. She's beautiful along with all the other ones.

So you get that I have a heart for them, :) Yes I do, I hope and pray that I can do something with kids when I go to school. I don't want to be the teacher, teacher of the classroom though. Only because they have so much paper work they can't really enjoy their job all that much. I don't know what God has in store..

I had a wonderful day;
How about you?

Aimlessly...

It is day 3.. but those title's are getting boring.. geezzzzz//

Today was boring. Yep, that pretty much summed it up in three words. Story of my life really. Pahaha, luckly Trisha Princess PattyMayo from Advent St will save me tomorrow from the terrible doom of Dennis King Hagrrgghhh & Diane Queen Jelapobeeg. (Tune in Tomorrow Kiddies to find out the terrible fate of the pheasant girl JamieLynn wanna be princess of Gates Ave..)

Pahahaha, I seem to be the only one with a normal name in that comedy I call my life. Guess that's just me..a simple girl after God's own heart.



The day was not so boring when Clayman Prince of Salem Rd arrived. I swanny I live for that kids smiles & giggles..Idk, he might not be so much of a prince than a terrorist..after that bomb he dropped today one elmo & big bird. Dude, that was freaking gross, pahahaha. Then he discovered "himself" and laughed. Ahahaa, I'm laughing thinking about it. It was so funny. He has the coolioest pj's.. They are batman, with a cape. So he is a baby of many forms: a prince, terrorist, & a super hero. So let me get this straigh. He terrorizes elmo's world, saves the day, and gets to hand the reward out in the end. Hm, darn kid gets it all. :)

As Andrew says: "It's all about Clayyyytooonnnn" (yes he drags Clayton out like that). Quite sad for a 25 year old man (still living at home) being jealous of a 11 month old. Pahahaha, I guess. I don't know if the man is playing or being serious half the time. But he's my brother and I love him. We have a plan, we are going to live together till we are old). I'm kicking him out when I get married though (don't know if he knows that or not). Pahahaha.

I have been pondering on where in the world is my life going.. I graduate this June. Dude, do you know how rediculous that is? I remember when I was 7 talking to my mom about going to highschool. Now I'm graduating. It's not fair. Pahahaha, I don't want to grow up.. However, I have to. Just like everyone else. Day after graduation I must hunt me a job. Where?!! You might ask. That, I do not know. There is like nowhere to work around here. Blaaa. I'll figure it out with some prayer and God's help:)

At this point I just have to worry about senior project, it's starting in less than 3weeks... yack!

Hm, Goodnight...

P.S. Nikki.. you have got to show me how to fix it so people can comment me. Because your PSA didn't help me.. pahaha i love you :)<3

No Exam Day 2;

&& it's day two in Jamie's world... No Exam today either. && my day was even more boring. "/ I do know that I have got to get out of this house this weekend, my parents drive me up the wall during the day. I know it's probably just osme weird teenager thing but for real they have got to give me some lead way somewhere. LET ME GO!

I swanny I'm about to break the strings if they don't cut them soon. I'm serious. I can't stand it. However, it's okay.. it will all be fine?!?!! God is in control of my life and everything has a purpose and it all happens for a reason. Even though, those things are unknown to me!

So American Idol was on tonight. I still have yet to find a very favorite, I guess we will have to wait until we get later in the season.

I'm so sleepy. My dad woke me up from my nap today for some reason.. apparently I can't take naps now?!!

I read a lot in the Bible today. From Gen 31 to Gen 43 or 45, I can't remember which one. I'm really, really, really enjoying our bible study! My mom keeps saying she is going to go "/ I don't want to hurt her feelings and her find out I don't really want her to. I mean that's like my only time away from this house and whatnot. However, maybe she should be there!??!! I pray that God will stop my parents from getting on my nerves anymore. I'm about to go insane. SO you too, please help me pray!

I do want to thank God for this bible study! It has gotten me in God's word and has made my spiritual life so much better. :)

I found a new motto: "A woman's heart should be so lost in God, that a man must first have to see Him to find her" How awesome is that?!! That's what I want to be :)

Goodnight;

No Exam Day 1;

I have no exams this week....... && I'm so very boreddddd.
Hm, today consisted of..

I woke up to Chad's voice in the kitchen talking to Mom. & then after that he left & Mom & me went to town for some stuff. Then I came home and have done whatever, ever since.

Now I'm waiting on Trish to get back from school so she can help us cook supper. Oh BTW: don't cook bologna in butter..it works better and is a lot quicker in oil. && don't put mexican cheese in your eggs.. because then they taste like mexican eggs. pahahaha, i learnt that the hard way.
Other than that mishap (we had no oil or any other type of cheese so I was experimenting) Mom said I would make a good wife. I don't know..I think I would too. I know I do have him on breakfast because I can cook that real good. Now for the other stuff it takes time.

I have reached a time in my life that I'm praying REALLY hard for God to send me the man he would have me be with because I want to be a wife and a mother. That's all I want in the future. Most definately not now, because I'm 17 and I have things to do. However, in the future that's what I want most & I pray that I'm good at it. Will you guys help me pray?

I'm out of school for 8 days. Because I made all A's and whatnot plus the new schedule is coming around. La, la, la...



This is my brother's wife, Nikki, AKA the best sister-in-law in the world. Hm, I just love her. She is one of the most amazing people I have ever met in this world, by far. She has the best advice and when we are together I do believe we talk about anything, everything, & absolutely nothing. We always have a good time and I have to thank God for putting her into my life. <3 "I thank my God upon every remembrance of you" -Philippians 1:3

Hold up wait a minute put a little Love In IT;

So yes, the title is weird.. but that's the song playing on my I-Pod right now (Luv Addict - Family Force 5)

Today was amazing.
I'm offically exempt from ALL exams (oh yeah Nikki, be proud!)

We had Bible Study.. that was hilarious and amazing :) I read a lot and I learned a lot that I didn't know. I do know, however, Jacob needs to chill with having the babies. In like every verse he was having a new kid.. he has got to stop! pahahaha; But oh, it was SO sweet how he loved Rachel. :) Because he said seven years was like a day to him, or something like that, because he loved her so much <3!

Lets see.. this is all I have to say.. Have a grand night world.
I'ma go to bed.
<3

I'm offically the happiest seventeen year old in the world.

Cha, Cha, Cha, I'm happy :)

Hm, today has been a good day :) Most definately..

I sang at church tonight. I thought I was going to freak out.. "/ Pahahaha, but I just let go and let God. One of my new years prayer/wish list states that I want to work on my voice to be able to sing for the Lord. Well I have been working on it.. I just haven't done it. Pahahaha, it's easy to say that I'm going to get up there and sing but to do it is something completely different.

I was worried that me and me friends relationship was going to change today because we admitted that we liked each other but we rather stay friends. In all actuality we became a lot closer than what we were to begin with. Hm, Well... that made me all the more happy.

God has blessed me tremendously. I can honestly say at this point in my life I'm closer to him than I have been in an extremely long time.

I found out today that camp is July 26-31!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm soooo excitedddd!!
:D

Well I must go pour my heart out through trees and ink... :) I might write a song tonight :) Who knows?!?!

Goodnight; <3

Clayton said my Name : )

Okay.. so he didn't totally come out and say "Jamie" or anything.. But to get my attention he goes "ahhhhmmmiaaa" pahahaha.. okay it sounds like Jamie.. in my head. :) Well he's beautiful and you can't read what he sounds like.. But I was excited when he said it.

Hm, today has been slow. I got home from Chad & Nikki's at.. I don't know what time we got here. But me & Claybob layed up in the recliner and went to sleep. Needless to say I slept WAY longer than he did. For real, then I had to go to my bed becaue his laughing was keeping me from sleeping.. I love his laughter.. but I really wanted to sleep. So I did, till 3:30.

Then I heard Clayton babeling (I learnt today that, that Babel means confusion.. like the tower of Babel..:))

I read ten chapters in the Bible today :)
I'm so vurrrrry proud !!

Hm, I must close my eyes for I will go to church tomorrow & learn about Jesus :)
Goonight Blogosphere;

Here's some pictures of my life :)

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(shout out to Nikki.. will you send me that picture of me and you at the woodshed, please :))