Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Clayton Avery Carswell;



I miss him and his beautiful self.. on the real "/. I want to see him so bad. I miss that little redhead all the time. Everyone says you fall in love with a redhead at least once in your life (I already did) :) I could use that smile today........ I have had a really bad day. Well it started out really good, but ended ridiculously. Trish, Mom, & I all sat down to read the bible because I have 20 chapters to read in the Bible this week so I was doing my thing and me and mom ended in a fight. WHY?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!! Nikki's right, you get along with your mom when you don't see her all the time. Mom said hurtful things that, if I had a car & a job, I think I might just leave. Where would I go??!?! Well I don't know. Trish's I guess.. But she seemed to be on Mom's side more than mine.

It's all good. I cried and broke down.. and whatever, ya know?!? I'm not talking about this it's making me mad again. All I know is I'm not telling my mom anything else at all.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.. school was great :) I marbled paper it crafts & it was so cool!

I'm hoping I get to go to Amber's bachorlelaskdfjalsdjf party (idk how to spell it), this weekend....I don't know. But..I might go. I hope !! I'm the maid of honor or something like that. I'm the most important! Pahaha, jkjkjk!

I'm going to go get squeaky clean. goodnight;


chadandnikki said...

This is one of the reasons life must change. You don't always have to agree with your Mom. that's OK, but you must respect her. Remember God gave you the parents that He wanted you to have(and the best sister-in-law ever, haha). Shoot me an email if you need to talk. I'll listen.