I'm Going To Be Blunt...

I'm just in this mood where I'm being blunt. Getting out in the open on what gets on my nerves most.. So here you go:


-People who cuss.
-People who think getting high is cool. FYI: it makes you look like a straight up freaking idiot.
-At this moment, my parents.
-When people chew with their mouth open.
-My OCD.
-When I have to go to bed when my parents do. That's so ridiculous.
-People. Period.
-Hubristic people. I could punch them in the face.
-When people type stupid.
-When I walk in my kitchen and the soap lid is open, the cabinet is cracked, and the flyswat is hanging at the end of the nail (please, don't ask).
-How sometimes my OCD makes me go back to things multiple times.
-Not understanding stuff.
-Huge handwriting.
-Fake Christians.
-How scared I am of the dark.
-How I have to scratch the top of the toothpaste lid when I close it.
-How I write, erase, write, erase...till I get it right.
-Rhythmic noises, like pencil tapping.
-People who talk bad about people they are suppose to love.
-Andrew's messy room, because I spent an hour and a half cleaning it.
-Liars.
-That I have one plug in my room, and I have so much electronic stuff.
-How that plug in barely keeps everything plugged up.
-If something touches it, it unplugs.
-My laptop gets overheated so fast and cuts off.
-I wear the same shoes all the time because we don't have much money and I can't buy new ones.
-How our family isn't doing the best financially and it's sortah my fault because I got tickets.
-How I wish I could save the world.
-The fact that I can't.
-I wish I could protect everyone and I can't.


I'm sorry ya'll have to live with me. I'm just being so askldjfaskldfj right now. I don't know why.

However, you know what I love? God.. He is so wonderful and even though I'm complaining He still loves me.

He is painting a beautiful white scenery outside my bedroom window. The trees are so beautiful.

Please pray for me. I can't stand it in this house much longer. It's really driving me insane. I wish I had more patience with my parents. I just don't. I just want them to let me go. Please.

Just pray for me :)
Thanks to those of you that do.