Wednesday, April 29, 2009


We had news today in our house. Chad & Nikki got their results for their test (Idk what it's called) but the results were pretty bad. They are having a girl (just like I said), they are naming her Johanna Raye Carswell (ain't it cute?). She has Edward's Syndrome. You will have to Google it because I can't describe it in justice because I get confused and whatnot.

Our family (including the Carr's) are having a rough time with this. Well I'm sure they are because I sort of am. But I figured something out: I know Chad and Nikki have been researching this and talking to doctors but I have been reading the Bible and talking to the one who raises the sun up in the morning. & I know that he can do absolutely anything. Faith the size of a mustard seed can move mountains.

I also found this quote today that made me feel better about the whole thing.. No matter what happens:

"Every child... no matter how fragile their life or brief their days, forever changes our world." ~Victoria Miller, Founder, Trisomy 18 Foundation.

God's in control no matter what and I promised Him no matter how hard it might be I would praise Him. && I would never break a promise to God.


On a better note, my 18th birthday is tomorrow. I don't want anything physically I want things that are for others well and for myself too. Ya know? I can't explain it haha..

Well.. I'm off to bed. Then when I wake up, I'll be a legal adult! Muahhahaaha!