Hip To My Heart

What does that even mean? Hahaha..



Either way.. this song is cute:) Makes me like want to dance and stuff.

"Boy I want to be where you are.. can't even fall for some other man 'cause brother man you know how to get hip to my heart!!"

I was born 60 years too late

It's true.. that should be me in that picture (on the right) but, it's not. It is my beautiful MawMaw (Mom's mom). I love this woman. A few of my friends said that I favor her but I don't see it. She is gorgeous though.. she still is!! They look like movie stars.

I just love that era! The clothes, the talk, the hair, the fashion period. The innocence.. All of it. Hmmm.. but no, I'm stuck in this era with an innocent heart of the 40's.. oh what to do? I'll just live in my little dream land and maybe get the guts to do my hair like MawMaw's because it's ritzy, swanky, spiffy:) hahaha..

Work work all day long..

...... punching that clock from dusk till 2?

Ha, no that's not how that song goes. Its dusk till dawn but I don't do it dusk till dawn I do it dusk till 2! hahaha.. They gave me full time five days a week. It's going ohkay. I mess up here and there.. but, who don't? My back was hurting today I just sort of wanted to cry to tell you the truth of it all. But, it's ohkay... it's over.

Tomorrow marks a new day.

When I got in my car after work today I was listening to 88.1fm. (southern gospel station around here) and there was a song on and I liked one line in it...

"No sin is greater than grace"...

Ohkay, ohkay, ohkay..

I'm not dead, I swear (for the seven of you that read this.. and possibly care. If you don't care, pretend you do so my feelings don't get hurt, thanks:)).

How long has it been since I blogged anyways??? FOREVER!!

What has happened since my last post? Hhhmmmmm...

From last time, I got sick again, a week later ALL night. Ughhhh.. every hour on the hour.. no joke. I was suppose to be at work that morning at 4:45am. However, I most definately called in and said I couldn't make it.

Around 4pm that same day I started to feel better so I went on a date:) Yes, you read that right. His name was Russell. He said he really liked me and I really liked him... but I don't know what happened, he just sort of stopped talking to me. I don't know what I did really.

From the last post, I also had fun with Ryan, Zach, & Carrie.. as usual. All but a few days after that things were said and me and Zach weren't very good friends anymore "/. Nonetheless, yesterday I went and helped them move into their apartment. It's going to be awesome once they get ALL their furniture in.

Yesterday, I honestly wanted to go home.. I just felt weird being around Zach and he kept saying things that ughhh.. I can handle anything but someone hurting my feelings. I'm not the type of person that can shake it off, when I didn't see that I had done anything wrong. In the end, somehow or another.. he just started being nice again and acting like the old Zach. It's still awkward a little but I felt more comfortable after he stopped being a jerk. I might go back over there today.. I'm not sure yet.

OH OH OH!!! I also got a PHONE! Ha, I'm the only person on the face of the earth that is 18 and had never had a phone. Everyone in school was always saying "text me" and I would say "uuhhh.. I can't" but now.. I CAN! & I like it better that I pay the bill ..

Oh, did I ever tell you guys that I got a job? I did, at Butch's BBQ. They recently put me in the kitchen. It's not as horrible as everyone says but it's not the best. However, I will do my best at whatever they put me up to.. I'm getting more days than I was, so that's good since I get paid by the hour.

I think that's all for now...
Pray for me though, please.
I'm going to now go watch Golden Girls:)..

That's out of nowhere

I woke up yesterday morning to fried eggs and bologna that my awesome mom had made. Normally, I'd be like "awesome", grab me some bunny bread, a glass of water, and dig in.. however, I wasn't feeling it. I figured it was only because I'm not a morning person and I can't eat ASAP when I get out of the bed. No big deal, I waited about 20/30 minutes. Still didn't want it, didn't want to hurt Mom's feelings, ate it anyways..

I had planned to clean my room, but I felt icky so I went and took a quick shower (I know, it doesn't make sense to take a shower before you work.. just go with it). After I got out of the shower, the more I walked around or stayed up the worse I felt. I didn't understand.. I had just got over being sick..

Then.. I got this random headache. I don't like taking medicine for headaches it makes me sleepy. So, I just layed on the couch and ended up falling asleep. I slept all day long on and off... I couldn't even tell you about yesterday.. I was so hot though, not a fever... just physically, sweaty hot (gross).

I woke up with a worse headache than what I layed down with so I decided to go take some Tylonel (3 of them.. I wanted this thing to go away). The chugging of water with the medicine just didn't work I don't suppose.. because as soon as I went to lay down on my bed I got that watery feeling you get in your mouth before you throw up.. I was like "no... please.." Dad was in the shower, so I went outside, leaned over the porch and let 'em have it (the snow that is).. it was horrible. I rather give birth than throw up.. ohkay.. that was exaggerated but you get the point. I hate it. With a passion..

I didn't even get to go to church last night:(.

Today, I'm feeling much better:) They called me into work but I didn't trust my stomach to make it through the day. I partially cleaned my room and I ate a bowl of cereal. I'm doing pretty good...

All but, I keep thinking about this macoroni cheese pizza from CiCi's and it makes me want to hurl all over again... YUCK! I can't stand the thought of anything noodle now.. just because of that pizza. Ughhh!

But, that was all out of nowhere. I think it was just one of those 24 hr things.. thank goodness!

I'm excited because I have a full weekend ahead with my friends. Tomorrow I'm going to hang out with Carrie and Kayla.. might go see a movie. Saturday, I have Clayton!!! :):):) I miss that boy. Sunday, church:) & ChristinaJean is staying with me and we might stay the night at Carrie's if her Mom is cool with it. Monday, Zach & Ryan are coming to town:).

Have a good one!!
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"I like the way I can't keep my focus, I watch you talk you didn't notice I hear the words but all I can think is we should be together.. everytime you smile, I smile.." --TaylorSwift:).

One of those days

Why do I feel like this today? Nothing has went wrong, I wasn't fired from my job, and nobody broke my heart. It's just one of those days where my feelings are hurt and there is no explanation as of why.

I have a guy on my mind. A guy that is the best man, to me, since my Daddy. When you can get that high on my totem pole you've done a seriously fine job, my friend. One minute, he's interested.. the next he's not.

".. judge a man by the size of his heart instead of his rear.. it's likely to do ya more good" --8Seconds.

That reminds me of him. All but, I'm not a man.. but I have a big heart and an even bigger rear. I hate how guys look at what you look like. Why is it so important? Nevermind, I understand. Looks aren't everything, but they sure do help. I look at looks too. & I always hit out of my league. Big time.. because this man, my friends, is gorgeous. I, on the contrary, not so much.

OH! OH! OH! (change of subject but oh well) I got a new dress:) A black one. I'm now the proud owner of a "little black dress".. I'm way too excited about this and even more excited that I swiped it for a great deal at Ross! :) You can ask Taylor, Kory, Sam, and Christina. It was serious.. I was in love!!!!!!! What's cool is it says it's a size 12. I am NO WHERE near a size 12. Ha, makes me feel all cute and stuff:)!

I can't wait for this weekend. It's full of fun ahead!!:).
I'm going to go sulk now hahaha, because I'm good at that today.
Have a good one!

Sneak Peek!

I painted my room:)
This is all you get to see for now!