Vale..

I was in Vale, North Carolina tonight at the horse sale. I am scared of horses, like deathly haha. I know, why go to horse sale if you are scared of them? Well it was time with my family that I enjoyed a lot. I met a boy down there. haha..Come to find out my dad is friends with his grandpa. I don't know what the guy's name is. I just know he has a really pretty smile. I know this because he kept smiling at me. I think he's blind though (haha.) Idk what he was smiling at me like that for..

Hm, well I'm way tired. It's 1:37 in the a.m. I should be asleep I have community service tomorrow. HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! I'm excited because I get to spend part of it with my beautiful nephew!!!

Have you ever had this image of yourself in your head and then someone takes a picture and you see it and it just ruins it all? That happened to me today and I was like "ewh gross" I MUST do something about this! && I will. God be with me.

Meditated Monday

I have no clue why the title is what it is, but it is. They both start with an M so what's the problem? It isn't a totally ridiculous title. Because, today I have meditated on a lot. I have thought about everything, anything, and absolutely nothing. I think I have thought about my whole life today.. past, present, & future. Sometimes I just have these days where I think about it. Today at school I showed my librarian my blog (don't ask.. we had nothing better to do) and he was looking down the side where the little pictures are and was asking me who everyone was and he came across my favorite picture of me and my brother Chad with my dog licking my face (ewh, I hate when that happens, hence my face haha) and then he came across my favorite picture of me and my both my brothers, Andrew & Chad. It's the only picture I think we have together other than the professional ones. It's just my favorite.

That made me reminise about when I was little. I think I had just the best childhood. After that me and my mom made an ice cream run to Tastee Freeze Allison's. Then she got a chocolate ice cream cone and it reminded me of a time when me and Chad went there and he got me a chocolate cone and some fries. That's the day I learned about fries and ice cream (the best thing ever)! He made a smiley face in my cone with a frie. haha. I bet you a million bucks that he don't remember that. Haha, I hold onto silly things like that. So on days like today I can look back and smile. When I was real little he used to say that I was the apple of his eye. I bet he don't remember that either. He used to sing it. However, I can't remember the tune.

Then today I have thought about my future. First it started with prom, then thinking about getting dressed up and everything made me think about my future. Haha, you know getting married. The thing I'm so impatient for. I better calm down because I don't even have the man yet. I know God will give me the desires of my heart in his own time.. But, do you ever just get impatient waiting on Him to answer your prayers? However, His time is not our time and His thoughts are not our thoughts, and His ways are most definately not our ways..

Clayton is suppose to be here tomorrow :[ I won't get to see him, because I'm sure he will leave soon before 4. That's when I get out of school because I have Woman's Choir Ansemble (did I spell that wrong?) rehearsal tomorrow till 4. I guess I'll see him and his BEAUTIFUL self next week. The anticipation will just make it all the better to spend time with him!!

Goodnight;

Announcmentsssssss..

I don't even think I spelled announcments right.. (I know that I have an extended length of s' at the end though). Anyways, back to the title. I hate those things. It's just annoying. My principal's voice. geeezzz..

So I have figured out that I have to do 10 hours of community service for me to be allowed to go to prom because I have 4 tardies. How ridiculous do you think that is? I only have 4 tardies because Mrs. Sawyer counted me tardy for Chambers one time. I HAVE NEVER (repeat) NEVER been late for Chambers. However, apparentally on November 5, 2008 I was late. That's what the paper says anyways. If I didn't want to go to my senior prom so bad and take who I'm taking... I WOULD NOT GO! I'm sortah upset at all of this.

I have a question to all of you.
Do you think that if you lie to yourself long enough that you will convince yourself that, that lie is actually truth?

Have a good day!

Prom..

I'm so excited about it and it's not even here yet! It's actually about three or so months away. Am I lame or what? I'm excited because I have a "group" to go with. Me, my friend Tyler, Gillian, my cousin Kory, and my friends Ashley & Wesley! I'm so excited. Because I know we all will have a blast. I have to get a dress and stuff. I'm just excited about getting dressed up for it. I have never gotten dressed up for anything in my life. I'm just pshyced about looking pretty! I'm laying in the tanning bed, getting my hair and nails done, and hopefully this girl named Lindsey that works with Tyler's mom will do my makeup for me.

I'm going for a goal that night. I don't want to share it with you but it's something that important to me. Silly, yet important.

I know we are all going to have a great time though!!
Ahhh! Any ideas to where to look for a dress?

Cement Truck.

When I woke up my mom woke me up this morning I felt as if a cement truck had hit me in the face and then turned around while I was down and ran over my head.. again, again, and again. Well I suppose you get that it hurt really bad. I have no idea where it come from, how it started, or when it stopped. Well I do know when it stopped, but I needed an ending to that sentence. I started feeling better around 12 today. However, my head has ceased to quit.

I missed a quiz in school, woman's assamble (sp?) rehearsal, and lunch. Ha, well not lunch because I don't eat it anyways I just needed another ending to my sentence again. I did however get to spend all day with my nephew. He is so funny, all but when he grits those teeth! ahhhh! I have like an attack when he does that. Well not quite as dramatic as an attack, but it does really bother me. Can I get a witness? haha.

His birthday party is this weekend. His actually birthday isn't until the 15th.. I have an idea of what I'm going to get him. But since I'm a bum (I'm getting a job when I graduate) I have to get the money from my dear ol' dad! Who I'm hoping will give it to me.

My mom said I could have the biggest bash ever a party for my brithday. I'm in control of: invites, music, place, when.. all the stuff you have to have for a party. I just know I want a big screen tv and Guitar Hero. I have can get Guitar Hero, just no big screen tv haha. Think, think, think. I have nothing.

Well I'm off to bed, I have to go to school tomorrow! I could use some good sleep too..
Goodnight to all, have a blessed day tomorrow!

Goals.

I have figured out in the past two days, roughly, that I have not had my priorities completely straight. I have the normal things in place for example: God, family, then friends.. you know? That sortah stuff. However, I have been putting relationships before school work. When I know that relationships will get me no where and a career and what I do now will get me everywhere (with God of course)..
Just a few things on my mind.

I have to go do research for my senior project now.
I'll write more later.

TODAY IS TRISH'S BIRTHDAY!! (my brother's girlfriend of four years (almost 5), and my sister at heart!<3) The big 22! haha.

Have a JOYFUL day.

Prayer..

I yearn for things, I have a feeling I will never have the pleasure of having.
I can only pray God will give them to me.
Please pray for me and what God has in store.

Ketchup!

haha..Not actually catch up. I just haven't written in a few days. Actually maybe two. I don't know but here you go.....

I gave blood yesterday for my second time! I'm saving lives; Whoo!! The first time I was a donor was wonderful. I didn't hurt or nothing and the person I had done really good. However this time, I had this lady whom I couldn't understand what she was saying because of her accent and she didn't know what she was doing. She was bothered to press down on my arm, therefore wanting to put the needle (let me tell you these aren't the smallest needles in the world) in my arm and search for it. I thought that other lady was going to go off on her. She said "I can't see her vain" and that other lady said "You're not ALWAYS just going to see it." and she felt of my arm and told me I had good vains. Well the lady who didn't know what she was doing stuck the needle in my arm and blood squirted out of my arm and I almost bleed and died! Haha, okay not that dramatic but blood did squirt out of my arm. That's not suppose to happen but it did. I'm suppose to be giving it not leaking it. Anyways, she didn't even wipe it off my arm she let it slide down my arm. Ewh, so that one lady told her to go on break and this man took over. (I was thanking God!)

This man was really nice. He really helped me. Because I got really hot and my eyesight was going white and my hearing was going away .. I guess you get that I was about to pass out. It was tragic. Haha. Well not totally tragic. He taught me how your body gives itself a fever when it loses blood like that sometimes and whatnot. If you cough it makes your blood pressure normal again and whatnot. I was so scared. I was begging him to just take it out of my arm. I knew he couldn't but I just wanted him to.

I ended up being okay. When that one lady that didn't know her job put the needle in my arm it didn't go all the way in my vain and it stung a little. I have a bruise. It looks a whole lot better that it did yesterday.

This weekend is Trish's birthday weekend. Well sortah, her birthday is on Monday and we are doing stuff this weekend. Tomorrow she is picking me up from school and we are going to Tonya's house so she can get fake eyelashes installed. I don't know?!! haha. Then we are staying the night at the Jaynes Manor. Which is always fun and such an adventure.. I'll tell you about it Saturday when I get home.

Well it's eleven thirty.. I'm going to go take a shower and get to bed! I have to wake up early and go learn.

I made a 95 on my Business Law test today :) Go JamieLynn! haha..
Goodnight;

Terrific Tuesday;

I had a very satisfying Tuesday.. Nothing bad happened and nothing went wrong. I didn't get into any arguments with either one of my parents! Which I truely thank God for. All but I told Mom to be quiet because I was trying to sleep and she was talking away on the phone to my Mawmaw about Clayton. Hm, her and that kid..

He is so crazy. I got to see him yesterday and I didn't even touch him I was just looking at him and he just jumped up and down (well sortah) and was laughing and then reached up for me....... AWWWWWWWWWWWH! I just love him! I haven't gotten any recent pictures of him lately. I suppose the next time he comes over I will snag a few. He seems to like my webcam pretty good. He basically sits on top of my laptop and stares at himself and laughs. Haha.

Note to Self: I used to want to possibly be a school librarian until Mr. Seevers made us start scanning shelves. People DO NOT know how to put books in the correct place. NonFiction is hardest with the dui (sp) decimal stuff. Hm, well I shall get used to it and not complain.. I signed up for the job willingly.. Well basically to get out of this business class!

How are you all today? I would like to know how everyone in the blogosphere is doing. Wonderful I hope.