I'm Crying;

My heart is breaking and it's over someone that I love so dear. He came to me heart broken and crying. He has so much going on and he just doesn't know what to do. Many of you know him, that's why I'm not going to say his name. There is no reason his business should be posted all over the net.

However, I don't come to spread his business. I come to ask you to please pray for him. I'm doing the best I know how to do.

I express my feelings through music. I find a song that describes how I feel about a certain thing and when I'm going through something of the sort I listen to that song. Well I showed him this song:

Is there something in your heart - between you and the Lord
Are you drifting apart - not as close anymore
There's nothing you can do - that He will not forgive
Bring it to the cross - let it die so you can live

Chorus
Nail it to the cross - get it under the blood
Drown your pain and every stain in the mercy flood
Nail it to the cross - find hope and forgiveness
Kneel at the tree and walk away free - Nail it to the cross

V2
Is there a burden you bear that's got you battered and bound
Struggling for strength, do you long to lay it down?
Don't take another step, just kneel where you stand
Lay it at the cross and take the hammer in your hand

It's called Nail It To The Cross by The Whisnants (sp)..
It's amazing and it's helped me through a lot.

Please, please, please help me pray...
Thanks to ya'll that will!
God Bless.

Shine...

I absolutely love that song "Shine" by Salvador. I have always known the words and whatnot but last night it came across my yahoo broadcast and it was just all of a sudden a click in my head and I was obsessed. I get like that here and again with a certain song. But I love that song. If you have never listened to it, you should definately check it out. Here's the chorus for those that don't know it.

Shine, Shine like the moon.
A reflection of you, in all that I do.
Lord let me be, light for your truth.
Light of the world..
I wanna be used, to shine for you.

How amazing is that? I want that song to be my thing, ya know? That's my prayer, that God will take me and use me :)

Last night I was just sitting here, and I just had this thankful emotion in my heart and I just cried. Things just kept coming to my mind that I thanked God for. Have you ever done that? Like, all of sudden everything that God has done for you came rushing to your mind and makes you realize how undeserving you are, but yet He keeps doing and providing.. It's the most amazing thing.. I just got so overwhelmed that I cried. It was like God was sitting next to me, as if He was my best friend. I laughed about things he brought to my mind and then cried about other things.. then thanked Him for other stuff. Wow, He just came by to have a little chat with me I suppose.

Why did He choose me? Of all the people in the world that could do so much. He picked Jamielynn at the age of 7, scared to die. He picked Jamielynn the most shy, prostinating, clumsy girl. Why? I know He knew that I would fail Him oh so many times. I would hate to feel the grief and pain that I know I have caused Him. However, do you know what's really amazing? When I repented of all that and put my life back on track He forgot about it all? East to West. Forever Gone.

East to West by Casting Crowns is also a good song. You should most definately listen to that :)

Hm, I have rambled enough.
Goodnight;

Will someone please help me?

Pahahaha, I sound so needy. However, no one can post comments to my blog and I don't understand why! Normally I can look and mess with things long enough and end up fixing them. However, it's not happening this time. So if you know me, and you know how to fix my comments email me and I'll give you my password or whatever you need :) Please & thank you !

Email: jlynn_430@yahoo.com

I Love You Lord;

I do, I really do and I just want to thank Him for what he has done for me. When I was so undeserving he picked me up and made me one peice. Like the potter and his clay. When I broke under pressure He picked up the peices and didn't throw the clay away...He knew there was beauty in the making. I'm not what I want to be or where I should be (yet) but thank God I'm not where I once was. His love is beautiful.

I was thinking today (again about my life).. 18 weeks and I'm in the real world :) I'm so excited but scared & anxious at the same time. I want it to be here, but then again I don't.. You feel me? Do you know how fascinating it would be if I could open up like an occupational/physical therapy place for the mentally & physically handicap people who can't afford to go to an expensive one? Have it for free for the ones who can't completely pay.. or work out something. Get a grant from the government and whatnot. That would be so amazing. Because sometimes those kids don't get a chance to live a life because no one thinks they are worth it. I think they are worth it. I think they are worth everything. They are so beautiful. I personally believe in my heart that they are God's greatest gift to creation (other than salvation).. But seriously, think about it. We get so down on the little things, because we can't have what we want. We don't appreciate anything. However, you see these little children smiling.. and people say they have "problems". No my dear, they are the ones with the problem. I believe those kids really know how to live life. It melts my heart to think about them. I could just cry. I love them so much.

It would also be wonderful to open a daycare for them. The little ones that is. The ones who can't go to school yet. That would be neat. Maybe just maybe God will allow me to do something like that one of these days. I would love nothing more than to spend the rest of my life taking care of children like that. I just love them. Their smiles are just so beautiful... Have you ever had one come up and hug you? It's amazing the feeling you get.

I remember when I enterned at North Liberty School my 11th grade year. There was this little boy he came up to me everyday with a ball wanting to play catch. So of course I played catch! He would hug me everyday, and to this day he still comes and hugs me when I go over there. && little Katelyn she would come up to me everyday saying "hug, hug" and when you hugged her she would say "mmmmmmmmmmmmhhmmm" ahahaha. She's beautiful along with all the other ones.

So you get that I have a heart for them, :) Yes I do, I hope and pray that I can do something with kids when I go to school. I don't want to be the teacher, teacher of the classroom though. Only because they have so much paper work they can't really enjoy their job all that much. I don't know what God has in store..

I had a wonderful day;
How about you?

Aimlessly...

It is day 3.. but those title's are getting boring.. geezzzzz//

Today was boring. Yep, that pretty much summed it up in three words. Story of my life really. Pahaha, luckly Trisha Princess PattyMayo from Advent St will save me tomorrow from the terrible doom of Dennis King Hagrrgghhh & Diane Queen Jelapobeeg. (Tune in Tomorrow Kiddies to find out the terrible fate of the pheasant girl JamieLynn wanna be princess of Gates Ave..)

Pahahaha, I seem to be the only one with a normal name in that comedy I call my life. Guess that's just me..a simple girl after God's own heart.



The day was not so boring when Clayman Prince of Salem Rd arrived. I swanny I live for that kids smiles & giggles..Idk, he might not be so much of a prince than a terrorist..after that bomb he dropped today one elmo & big bird. Dude, that was freaking gross, pahahaha. Then he discovered "himself" and laughed. Ahahaa, I'm laughing thinking about it. It was so funny. He has the coolioest pj's.. They are batman, with a cape. So he is a baby of many forms: a prince, terrorist, & a super hero. So let me get this straigh. He terrorizes elmo's world, saves the day, and gets to hand the reward out in the end. Hm, darn kid gets it all. :)

As Andrew says: "It's all about Clayyyytooonnnn" (yes he drags Clayton out like that). Quite sad for a 25 year old man (still living at home) being jealous of a 11 month old. Pahahaha, I guess. I don't know if the man is playing or being serious half the time. But he's my brother and I love him. We have a plan, we are going to live together till we are old). I'm kicking him out when I get married though (don't know if he knows that or not). Pahahaha.

I have been pondering on where in the world is my life going.. I graduate this June. Dude, do you know how rediculous that is? I remember when I was 7 talking to my mom about going to highschool. Now I'm graduating. It's not fair. Pahahaha, I don't want to grow up.. However, I have to. Just like everyone else. Day after graduation I must hunt me a job. Where?!! You might ask. That, I do not know. There is like nowhere to work around here. Blaaa. I'll figure it out with some prayer and God's help:)

At this point I just have to worry about senior project, it's starting in less than 3weeks... yack!

Hm, Goodnight...

P.S. Nikki.. you have got to show me how to fix it so people can comment me. Because your PSA didn't help me.. pahaha i love you :)<3

No Exam Day 2;

&& it's day two in Jamie's world... No Exam today either. && my day was even more boring. "/ I do know that I have got to get out of this house this weekend, my parents drive me up the wall during the day. I know it's probably just osme weird teenager thing but for real they have got to give me some lead way somewhere. LET ME GO!

I swanny I'm about to break the strings if they don't cut them soon. I'm serious. I can't stand it. However, it's okay.. it will all be fine?!?!! God is in control of my life and everything has a purpose and it all happens for a reason. Even though, those things are unknown to me!

So American Idol was on tonight. I still have yet to find a very favorite, I guess we will have to wait until we get later in the season.

I'm so sleepy. My dad woke me up from my nap today for some reason.. apparently I can't take naps now?!!

I read a lot in the Bible today. From Gen 31 to Gen 43 or 45, I can't remember which one. I'm really, really, really enjoying our bible study! My mom keeps saying she is going to go "/ I don't want to hurt her feelings and her find out I don't really want her to. I mean that's like my only time away from this house and whatnot. However, maybe she should be there!??!! I pray that God will stop my parents from getting on my nerves anymore. I'm about to go insane. SO you too, please help me pray!

I do want to thank God for this bible study! It has gotten me in God's word and has made my spiritual life so much better. :)

I found a new motto: "A woman's heart should be so lost in God, that a man must first have to see Him to find her" How awesome is that?!! That's what I want to be :)

Goodnight;

No Exam Day 1;

I have no exams this week....... && I'm so very boreddddd.
Hm, today consisted of..

I woke up to Chad's voice in the kitchen talking to Mom. & then after that he left & Mom & me went to town for some stuff. Then I came home and have done whatever, ever since.

Now I'm waiting on Trish to get back from school so she can help us cook supper. Oh BTW: don't cook bologna in butter..it works better and is a lot quicker in oil. && don't put mexican cheese in your eggs.. because then they taste like mexican eggs. pahahaha, i learnt that the hard way.
Other than that mishap (we had no oil or any other type of cheese so I was experimenting) Mom said I would make a good wife. I don't know..I think I would too. I know I do have him on breakfast because I can cook that real good. Now for the other stuff it takes time.

I have reached a time in my life that I'm praying REALLY hard for God to send me the man he would have me be with because I want to be a wife and a mother. That's all I want in the future. Most definately not now, because I'm 17 and I have things to do. However, in the future that's what I want most & I pray that I'm good at it. Will you guys help me pray?

I'm out of school for 8 days. Because I made all A's and whatnot plus the new schedule is coming around. La, la, la...



This is my brother's wife, Nikki, AKA the best sister-in-law in the world. Hm, I just love her. She is one of the most amazing people I have ever met in this world, by far. She has the best advice and when we are together I do believe we talk about anything, everything, & absolutely nothing. We always have a good time and I have to thank God for putting her into my life. <3 "I thank my God upon every remembrance of you" -Philippians 1:3

Hold up wait a minute put a little Love In IT;

So yes, the title is weird.. but that's the song playing on my I-Pod right now (Luv Addict - Family Force 5)

Today was amazing.
I'm offically exempt from ALL exams (oh yeah Nikki, be proud!)

We had Bible Study.. that was hilarious and amazing :) I read a lot and I learned a lot that I didn't know. I do know, however, Jacob needs to chill with having the babies. In like every verse he was having a new kid.. he has got to stop! pahahaha; But oh, it was SO sweet how he loved Rachel. :) Because he said seven years was like a day to him, or something like that, because he loved her so much <3!

Lets see.. this is all I have to say.. Have a grand night world.
I'ma go to bed.
<3

I'm offically the happiest seventeen year old in the world.

Cha, Cha, Cha, I'm happy :)

Hm, today has been a good day :) Most definately..

I sang at church tonight. I thought I was going to freak out.. "/ Pahahaha, but I just let go and let God. One of my new years prayer/wish list states that I want to work on my voice to be able to sing for the Lord. Well I have been working on it.. I just haven't done it. Pahahaha, it's easy to say that I'm going to get up there and sing but to do it is something completely different.

I was worried that me and me friends relationship was going to change today because we admitted that we liked each other but we rather stay friends. In all actuality we became a lot closer than what we were to begin with. Hm, Well... that made me all the more happy.

God has blessed me tremendously. I can honestly say at this point in my life I'm closer to him than I have been in an extremely long time.

I found out today that camp is July 26-31!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm soooo excitedddd!!
:D

Well I must go pour my heart out through trees and ink... :) I might write a song tonight :) Who knows?!?!

Goodnight; <3